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In 1997, one night in a motel room I was smoking crack cocaine. With each hit, I began to think about my life, where it used to be and where I was in that moment.
I utterly hated myself. I was no longer the “little miss goody two shoes” I had been growing up. I was so far from that person, so I decided to pray to Yehovah to kill me with each hit. I thought it would be better that Yehovah end my life as I was worthless. I had squandered everything of value in my life, and I had nothing left. I had no ambition; I’d lost family, friends, jobs, opportunities, and dreams. I had literally nothing left, not even a home or a bed of my own. I did not own a car or even a bicycle. I had some stuff, just worthless stuff. I had some jewelry, but it was stolen by a prostitute that was on heroin.
All I could think of was how I had lost and given up. I walked away from the best man (husband #1) I ever had in my entire life. I was stuck with (husband #2) who repeatedly told me that he loved “crack” more than he loved me. I kept praying for death to take me as I did another hit.
Then, I heard a LOUD AUBIBLE male Voice laughing with authority as I prayed to die to end it all.
He said laughing, “I’m not done with you yet.”
I was so high I thought it was Yehovah speaking to me, and I was saddened that Yehovah would say that to me at that dark time in my life. It really upset me to hear I had to endure more pain and to suffer from this existence. I wanted to end it, but I remembered the last two times I had tried to commit suicide, they had failed.
My only option was to plead with Yehovah to take my life and end my suffering. I was not even really living for anything but that next hit. I was told repeatedly by husband #2, “One hit was too many, and a thousand would never be enough.” This is such a true statement if there ever was one about crack cocaine. I had a job that was just to fund my next fix come payday.
I was married to the one that introduced me to it. It’s true; he didn’t make me do anything that I wasn’t already willing to do. I was already in self-destruct mode when we met. I had nothing more to lose. So, I decided that, since Yehovah wasn’t going to allow me to die that night, I confessed every sin I could think of and I re-accepted Yeshua (Jesus) Messiah into my heart. I asked for the Ruach HaKodesh (Holy Spirit) to fill me and promised, if Yehovah would make a way, I would not walk but run through that open door.
It took a little more than two years for me to become strong enough to walk away from both husband #2 and crack on the same day! I have been clean since 2002. It was some years later that I came to know it wasn’t Yehovah speaking to me that night; rather, it was HaSatan (Satan) who I had heard. I will never forget that voice, and I never want to hear it again!
Thank you for sharing this amazing testimony of the FATHER leaving the 99 to go after the 1 - You. May HE continue to lead and guide you, and may your testimony help others.
Received: August 2, 2021
I was being blamed for multiple issues.
With Jaidyn in state care and Matt in treatment center, I couldn't stay sober. I constantly relied on all the wrong things to ease the pain and guilt felt from making bad choices. My dependence on alcohol, drugs, and sex failed to comfort me during difficult times. Gradually, my reliance on substances and other people to solve my problems to easing the pain from losing family failed to provide peace within my soul. My problems piled up, higher and higher. They grew from a flat valley into a hill and eventually into mountain. Alcohol and drugs couldn’t provide sufficient courage to overcome the mountain of issues I accumulated.
For years I believed in a God of my understanding, however, I didn't think He wanted anything to do with me. I thought, “He is too busy with others that obeyed His rules, and my actions in life was
unforgivable. My choices lacked any moralistic values. The guilt and shame grew everyday. I started using alcohol at age 4 and now at age 42, I had accumulated a tremendous amount of problems, grief, and resentments that no amount of alcohol, or drugs, could ease the self sabotaging pain I was faced with every day. Regardless, I believed in Jesus Christ. And from time to time I’d pray or listen to spiritual inspired testimonies which claimed to tap into the life of God.
After listening to Derek Prince preaching about casting out demons from a woman, I thought maybe I have demons attached to my body. Perhaps my dilemma was similar to this lady with so many demons.
So, I laid on my bed and began to cry. Overwhelmed with remorse, guilt, and fear, I desperately pleaded and begged
God, “Please, God, I’m tired of living this way of life! The drug ruined my life! I am sick of making horrible decisions, and its my fault my family can't return. Please help me. Please God help me!” As I laid in my bed I began repeatedly saying, “In the name of Jesus Christ, I command you demons to leave my body. In the
name of Jesus Christ, leave my body!” I opened my eyes while repeat this and saw a wave move down
through my legs as the demons exited my body. I closed my eyes and continued to tell them to
leave. I fell asleep from emotional exhaustion.
I had a dream. In the dream, 2 men and myself worked with machines on remodeling the inside of a
house. The house had a staircase leading to an upper level of the house. On the wall of the stairway was
a mirror. Through the mirror, out the window, I saw a violent lightening storm approaching.
Struck by fear, I said to the others, “There is a storm approaching and we need to put the machines
down. We might get hit by lightening.” To my disappointment, the two men failed to heed to my warning. They continued to climb the stairs and work on restoring the structure.
I looked around the house for a place to hide and I realized there was no safe place. Lightening can strike anywhere.
So, I sat on a step and said, “God please protect me, there is no where that I can be safe from lightening!”
As if a tunnel from The Heavenly realm opened up, and I heard a voice like non I’ve heard before. This voice engulfed my entire being. I couldn't move. I felt frozen in time and completely humbled.
The voice of The Almighty God spoke to me, saying, “I have found you worthy. Jen, I anoint you.” I was most humbled. And all
I could say is, “You are Holy! You are Holy! Thank you, thank you.”
I woke up. The desire to do drugs and drink alcohol, gone. I didn't even want cigarettes. My
whole attitude about life changed.
By the Grace of God, I just celebrated 18 months of sobriety. I wake up every morning and I seek Him.
My prayer request is for all that suffer from alcoholism, drug addiction, and the children that have no say so in the matter, for God's will in their lives and all the glory be givin to our Father.
Received: July 30, 2021
YHVH, Father be Praised, in the name of Yahushua.
We have an unusual praise report.
A teacher seemed to pick on my child for several weeks, my child would come back and complain to me.
I was so frustrated I called the school and left a message with the guidance counselor, for Parent and Teacher conference.
Before the meeting was scheduled, we received the April Love gift, I was going to give the Love gift to my sister.
Instead, I gave the flag, the Name Of YHVH to my daughter, I said keep it in your bookbag.
She went to school and pulled it out of her book bag and showed the teacher, and the class and then the teacher stopped bothering my child.
The teacher also went on to say, that Abraham is the father of Ishmael and Isaac.
Wow! I was so glad, go figure how the father works things out.
Thank you Beautiful, Holy Father, You truly are the best. Amen.
Received: April 23, 2021
I reached out for prayer About 2 months ago when my mother Cathleen Davis was in the hospital for a bowel obstruction and GI bleed.
Praise Yehovah she made it through the surgery and sepsis she spent 1 month in hospital. Yehovah has blessed her with his love and presence she said, “she felt he loved her for the first time.” After another month in rehab and the hospital again they found and fixed the bleeding and she is home now! Thank you for your prayers!!!
Received: December 21, 2020
Thank you for praying for me. I have obtained a job in Florida. However, I was offered a substitute teacher online job. I know this is the best for me, not to be exposed to Covid with having asthma.
Received: October 15, 2020
Someone I loved very much attempted to take my life by putting a loaded shotgun in my face and pulling the trigger. When I saw the red shotgun shell being pumped into the chamber prior to aiming the shotgun at my face, I did not expect to hear the sound of a crisp click. His 12 gauge shotgun never misfired shooting trap or during pheasant hunting, but it did that day. The Holy Spirit guided me out of the situation from there. I divorced him and I left the Mormon Church after that.
Getting out of the Mormon Church was not easy. I was chased, followed and ended up homeless. I lost everything but the clothes on my back. Just when I was about to give up - Yeshua carried me out of the state of Utah. I saw things coming out of that state back in 1990 that I don't understand completely, and I am not sure if what I saw and experienced should be shared at this time. However, miracles are very real. Yeshua the Messiah lives and He will return.
Received: October 3, 2020
I am overwhelmed to share this testimony. On September 10, 2020, Derrell, a minister friend, went into surgery with a 4% chance of survival for a collapsed aorta artery and had a miraculous near death experience. A staff member here answered my call and we prayed and Derrell is better then ever!
Thanks be to Yehovah! Amen
Received: September 25, 2020
I was driving to go repair an elevator at a hospital around 1 AM and was almost there. As I was just about to cross train tracks, I saw a light to my left, up about 30°, approaching me. Then the train whistle blew, which scared the dickens out of me. Somehow, the train missed me. The next block was the hospital, so I pulled into their parking lot and I sat there for a few minutes to collect myself. I know that I would have been broadsided by the train had God not intervened. This certainly was a miracle.
Received: September 12, 2020
Im a survivor of a gunshot in the head, product of an assault in a very tough time in my life when I was 26, the bullet passed entirely though the back of my head, leaving only both entrance and exit wounds, which healed completely, not only YHVH gave me another opportunity but also blessed me with a treasure : a beautiful wife, daughter and son. That was 9 years ago, and now we continue to see his favor to us every single day! Bshem Yeshua ha Mashiaj. HalleluYAH!
Received: September 12, 2020
This prayer has been answered!
I realize even after Yeshua healed the lepers & telling them to go to the priest & getting permission to reenter the community! Only one came back to testify & thank Yeshua for his healing for it to be sustained!! I always remembered to give THANKS & affirm His Blessing upon The healing!!!
I did share my testimony with my sister over the internet through the Messages app to reaffirm to her & for her husband that YESHUA is STILL in The Blessing Business & my prayers interpreted through The Ruach Kodesh extends to their healings w/Blessings!
I was Blessed in my claiming that My LORD would supply ALL my needs: $700 on an EBT Card(SNAP)assistance that I had applied for and did not need 4 mnths ago, Rental Assistance from the city that my landlord recommended in passing & UI that had been stalled, loaded into my bank account ALL in with the same few days period of time!!
I could NOT have orchestrated ANY of this on my BEST day w/o the HAND
Of MY GOD on my LIFE!!!