Pray for my joy and happiness. I have struggled with depression and anxiety for years. I have many hobbies but can not seem to enjoy them. Paid for online classes for art and painting and have not completed the classes for over a month. I have access to them for life. But I just lost my enthusiasm for learning. My relationships are also a struggle and do not have any support or love on my off days. Social anxiety and how the world has become so isolated have made friendships and dating difficult.